There's a fine line between being a genious or being mad.
What side are you on?
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Moved nearly all my drawings to scraps.

Now I just got to get out of my meh-mode and the procrastinator and "I-hate-my-drawings" mode.


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Reg. Deathly Hallows.
Am I the only one who's gotten (despite so far reading 400 pages) the feeling of the book being merely a fanfiction? With fairly crappy (pretty much mary/-gary sue) names too.?

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Sanity...what's that for a strange word?

There's a fine line between being a genious or being mad.
What side are you on?
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My brain is in a mush. And for once not in the gutter.

I have no idea what's going on. It seems that I'm more or less in a "meh" mode...I'm visible on msn for the first time in ages, and I've come to be annoyingly passive.

I've realised I've stumbled on an semi-artblock.
Semi because I can draw sometimes. But I'm rarely happy with it, nor do I post it online.
I want to throw my entire DA gallery into the scrap-part of DA. But I know that I will be absolutely lousy when it comes to actually upload the stuff, because I know that I won't get any comments, besides one or two from really good friends of mine. I'm simply not skilled enough yet. (Yes yes, fine, I admit it. I am a bit of a commentgeek, who don't love getting comments? Especially the positive ones. ).

It's not that I lack ideas...quite to the contrary. Thanks to my two muses Musse (yes, it's his nickname that's completely snatched from Disneys swedish translation of Mickey the mouse - only cause Musse won't tell me his true name.) and Tiora I've been swimming in ideas for both writing and doodles.

The only problem is. I can't seem to muster up enough to realise them.
When it comes to writing the only thing that seem to work is RP over yim.
Of course, then the my two rp partners will have to deal with my spelling and grammar *waves*

Then there's that thing of semi-artblock. Annoying lil' crap.
What on earth am I supposed to do to actually like my drawing style and way?
True. I can practice. But I'm still not satisfied with 99.9% of the things I do manages to draw.
Having only a digital camera to access and no scanner don't really help either

I am whiney, ain't I?
But eh. What's a journal for, if not to whine and babble off the frustration and emotions one tend to feel from time to time?

The one positive thing about today however is that there's been a bit of thunder today. And that it didn't fry my computer
But then again. I do have access to my guarantee that covers thunderstrickes too.
Oh well...do let me know if anyone - if there are anyone who do reads this stuff - has any tips on how to get rid of my semi-artblock.

To next time.

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Sanity...what's that for a strange word?

There's a fine line between being a genious or being mad.
What side are you on?

Today has been a lovely day!

I've plans on remaking my 100cm*50cm*50cm(lbh) terrarium into two by setting up a splitter. It'll be really easy thing to do; I just need the silicon for it

Otherwise not much has happened. A few drawings has been done, though none are DA material *smirk* Too hentai for that.

Either way! I'm off too lurk around Gaia for now.


Tata!

Sanity...what's that for a strange word?

There's a fine line between being a genious or being mad.
What side are you on?

The title says it all.

My stomach is, and has been for the past two days stabbed the life out of me. Worst is it seems that the only thing that actually removes it is out here at home <.<

It in turns gives me no controll what so ever. <.<
In other words. The damned pains turns me into a bitch; even though I rarely ain't one. <.<

Those of you of my friends that I've snapped at recently; Sorry. Not much I know but all there is for it. <.< Bloody annoying idiotic periods <.< Especially when they seem adamt at wanting to return to the "o' good days" <.< I just hope that I won't start fainting again. <.<

Now you know the issues behind.

If I ever do snapp at you I ask of you of my friends keep in mind that this is to 99% of the reason behind it.

/Nea

Sanity...what's that for a strange word?

There's a fine line between being a genious or being mad.
What side are you on?

Right, figured I'd post a journal as to where to find me if I don't reply here on DA or such...or if you just want to bug me XD

Place: Nickname:
GaiaOnline: asquirlu
UnderworldRO: asquirlu
Repti.net(swedish) Nearicatiora
zoonen.net(swedish) NightNea
Daydreamgraphics: NightSky
fanfiction.net:
For general anime: NightNea
Harry Potter-related things: not-a-fox
ConceptArt: NightNea
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I'd place more places...but those are the ones I can remember at the moment XD
I am alive at all of these...though I tend to lurk...quite a lot *coughs innocently*.

Drawings WILL be posted....as soon as I've managed to not be lazy about them and actually finish my drawings...Like charactercheet to most of my guys....o.o (not all 252...but at least the 10 that are most active XD ) I'd draw a grouppic of them all...but I'm not sure there ARE any paper that would fit all 252 of them )

Now....off to heat lasanga; I've already eaten some candy...*coughs* some.
Til' next time!

Sanity...what's that for a strange word?