What side are you on?
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My brain is in a mush. And for once not in the gutter.
I have no idea what's going on. It seems that I'm more or less in a "meh" mode...I'm visible on msn for the first time in ages, and I've come to be annoyingly passive.
I've realised I've stumbled on an semi-artblock.
Semi because I can draw sometimes. But I'm rarely happy with it, nor do I post it online.
I want to throw my entire DA gallery into the scrap-part of DA. But I know that I will be absolutely lousy when it comes to actually upload the stuff, because I know that I won't get any comments, besides one or two from really good friends of mine. I'm simply not skilled enough yet. (Yes yes, fine, I admit it. I am a bit of a commentgeek, who don't love getting comments? Especially the positive ones. ).
It's not that I lack ideas...quite to the contrary. Thanks to my two muses Musse (yes, it's his nickname that's completely snatched from Disneys swedish translation of Mickey the mouse - only cause Musse won't tell me his true name.) and Tiora I've been swimming in ideas for both writing and doodles.
The only problem is. I can't seem to muster up enough to realise them.
When it comes to writing the only thing that seem to work is RP over yim.
Of course, then the my two rp partners will have to deal with my spelling and grammar *waves*
Then there's that thing of semi-artblock. Annoying lil' crap.
What on earth am I supposed to do to actually like my drawing style and way?
True. I can practice. But I'm still not satisfied with 99.9% of the things I do manages to draw.
Having only a digital camera to access and no scanner don't really help either
I am whiney, ain't I?
But eh. What's a journal for, if not to whine and babble off the frustration and emotions one tend to feel from time to time?
The one positive thing about today however is that there's been a bit of thunder today. And that it didn't fry my computer
But then again. I do have access to my guarantee that covers thunderstrickes too.
Oh well...do let me know if anyone - if there are anyone who do reads this stuff - has any tips on how to get rid of my semi-artblock.
To next time.
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Sanity...what's that for a strange word?
Devious Comments
Ohwell I'm going to a LAN now so you can borrow my boys if it helps *grins*
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnyway, hope you feel less "meh" soon hon
(Oh and yes, when you do get your tattoo-- don't let tem do the INSIDE of your arm, GAWD that hurts like all hell... the rest feels kinda good though.. and nope not done yet
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Please make sure your monitor is PROPERLY callibrated!
"You don't HAVE a soul, you HAVE a body. You ARE a soul." - C.S Lewis
I hope I get out of the meh to...and no! I like to sleep! I've been reading 300, nearly 400 pages of the HP7 book while listening on queen...while it seems more like a semicrappy fanfiction to me...well...it's still good in it's places...if one ignores her utter lousyness when it comes to think up of names (hell...99% of them scream 'mary/gary-sue-wannabe!' <.< and around 97% of them I've seen in fanfictions...that scaringly enough were better than so far of the book....
(Oh dun't worry...my tattoo won't be under my arm...just the shoulder....and that won't hurt like screamingly hell either...of course not *coughs*(I'll be just in the parlor screaming myself horse and shouting bloody murder along with 'Don't you dare stop filling the lines with ink!' <.< )
And when the lan's over I wanna see pics! And I KNOW you got a dig. camera! XD )
So! No! I won't take in ye boys... *throws Aws and a very bored Tal over* ^^ Enjoy!
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"Everybody's sanity is debatable....some are just more open about it"
(don't remember were I read that..perhaps in a fanfiction or so).
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As for the camera... mom did a number (a.k.a cleaning) on my desk while I was gone... so I can't find the camera OR the batteries right now!
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Please make sure your monitor is PROPERLY callibrated!
"You don't HAVE a soul, you HAVE a body. You ARE a soul." - C.S Lewis
hehehe! Ask her where she put it! It's what I've had to do during the times dad had enough and cleaned my room....back then one could hear "DAaaaaaaaaaaaaaad! WHERE the [beep] did you put my mp3/camera/important note!!" *chuckle*Luckily...ever since he accidentaly found one of my old toys he's not dared to clean my room anymore XD (bwahahaha!)
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Quote:
"Everybody's sanity is debatable....some are just more open about it"
(don't remember were I read that..perhaps in a fanfiction or so).
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